longingfornostalgia
Expecting the worst while I try my best.
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Hiwatari Kai + Smiles (G Revolution)
I wish all my writers a happy new year. May all your stories finally be written, sentences be completed, emotions be evoked with beautifully crafted words, readers be moved to tears, the urge to create be satisfied.
Naruto Characters as The Golden Girls quotes:
Sakura : "Thank you, Naruto and thank you too, Sai."
Sai : "What did I say?"
Sakura : "Nothing, and I can't tell you how much I appreciate that."
BTS members as The Golden Girls quotes
Jimin : "How can I be accused of murder? I am a Park! Things like these usually happen to people named Min."
Yoongi : "I take offense to that. No one in my family ever! ever! left the body to be found."
People be name checked in my burned suicide notes and have the audacity to ask for money.
Dull pain speads across my chest as I watch their name go lower in the list of recently dialed contact.
No matter how much this unrequited, forbidden love hurts me. The truth is, I want to want him. I don't wish to move on. I'm scared of growing into a person who doesn't love him as much as I do today.
reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something
I don't chase. I stare, never approach and then regret.
It is so funny when you're trying to kill yourself 'cause you are a fucking failure but then your knife is too weak to peirce your skin so you just sit there, laughing through the paper cut.
This generation will pull an "I can fix him" On their sleep paralysis demons and I'm here for it.
SCREAMPT
Nooooooooooooo. God, please no. There's so many fanfics that I didn't read 😭😭😭😭😭
Is fanfiction.net down?
Someone, please tell me that fanfiction.net has not shut down and I just have a bad internet connection. 😭😭😭😭
May I be able to earn enough money to move away from this place and afford a comfortable life. Amen.
so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god
I am tired of this place. Please take me away. What do I have to do to getaway?
It's weird how fast the time passes. I was busy being... well, busy, and life went by me.
Summer nights. I never put together why I felt so nostalgic about this specific time of the year, even though it's not my favorite season. Now that I think of it, it has more to do with television and wattpad.
You see, growing up I wasn't allowed to go out of my house unless it was for school. So television became my only source of happiness. I was very drawn to cartoons and kid's shows, especially the one's from Japan. Shin Chan, Doraemon, Ryukendo, Beyblade, you name it. While I'm aware that it's supposed to be called anime, it's considered cartoon in my country because of it's dubbed version being widely known.
I lived in small towns for most of my life so this atmosphere was mostly peaceful. I would sit out near the grass before my bedtime to feel something. The chirping of crickets and the soft breeze eased my little heart that longed for friends. Not that it matters now, but not being able to interact with my friends during vacation made my feel like a frog in a well. A frog who knew how the life outside the well looked.
When I turned 12, I got a hand-me-down phone from my mother. I quickly opened a Facebook account to connect with my friends after school season ended. It didn't do much since my friends were busy hanging out with people, in-person. I was still a kid obsessed with a fictional character so I took quizzes online and eventually it led me to the world of fanfictions.
I swear to God the fanfictions back in the day were different. Those still has sex scenes but it was a result of several cute interactions and awkward sexual tension, not the dominant, angry alpha, arrogant ceo bullshit you see these days. Even the Alpha characters in old fanfictions used to be cold but empathetic, unlike the uncontrollable monsters of today. The old ones were only misunderstood to be monsters, the ones these days are actual monsters.
Anyways, it all led me to the peak era of wattpad (2014-2017). I became obsessed with fanfictions and read around 20000 words per day. I would've read more if my internet access wasn't limited. I would read it under the stars while sitting out near the garden or in my dimly lit room with my windows wide open.
I could go on about these forever but I won't. One thousand or more words aren't enough to share the impact of Japanese children’s shows and anime on my childhood and the longing for to relive the lonely but simple past every summer night.
Never trust a bitch who says pretty privilege is not real. Cuz guess what? It's a fucking lie.
People treat you differently based on how you look and treat yourself. I have been in that situation for most of my life.
When I was ugly, people treated me like a subhuman species. To them, I was always taking too much space. They didn't want to be associated with me. And the people who talked to me treated me like a hurt puppy, not because they cared about me, but because they wanted to feed their savior complex. There were girls who kept me around just because I make them look better. They acted like their presence was charity to an unworthy person like me. My obsession with Pokémon was made fun of because it was "childish" and "weird".
Well it wasn't weird anymore when made myself pretty. Once I lost a few kilos and got better skin, people were actually nicer to me and finally treated me like a human. My interests were met with honest but kind responses. I was finally happy. And I put in the work to be that happy. I exercised everyday for hours, took long showers too remove every bit of imperfections from my body, measured the nutrients in every kcal I consumed, covered myself in whitening cream, spent hours doing my hair and makeup just so people won't turn everything I do into a joke. It too high maintenance just to be treated like a human.
Inner beauty is a fucking lie. No one wants inner beauty. Kindness and empathy don't mean shit when you are ugly. I know, I've seen it. I was too good of a person for my own good once, but what did I receive i return? Semi-human treatment.
But people born pretty don't know this. Don't trust them one bit.
Came on this app to relax but now I want to stab everyone in Studio Perriot who was involved in the production of Naruto.
Today I'd like to thank God for giving me 60 diamonds on "My Story".
14y/o me would be on cloud nine rn.
"Math is not mathing, age is not aging, summer is not summerring"
Fucking FANFICTIONS ARE NOT FANFICTIONING!!!!!!
What the fuck is going on in fanfics these past few years??? Did quarantine make people extra horny with fewer steps??
"Locked inside a room" and "there is only one bed" is supposed to be awkward and cute not a horny rabbits reunion.
"You're pretty, but no one wants to use your face as an inspiration for their cosmetic surgery."
[Posting it here cuz I have yet to write my fanfic.]
"Now I'm alone, just me and my thoughts
But my lone peace is better than your taunts"
"Being myself will get me killed."
I plan to use this in my fanfic but don't have the motivation to write it yet. I'm writing it here so people don't accuse me of stealing just in case someone else uses it by then.
This is the truest thing any Naruto x Sasuke shipper has ever said. Anyone who disagrees has an attention span of less than 8 seconds and skipped every important detail of the series.
I HATE the cheating trope in fanfics. Like? Why. Why. Why would you make the love between your favorite characters an immoral and guilt-ridden one? Why would you corrupt their love that you wish for so, turn it into something akin to violence, to emotional murder? Cheating is not fun, cool, sexy. It's horrid.
YES this refers to those naruto x sasuke fics where they use sakura as a point of angst where she's the wife of sasuke. Like? Bruh. Naruto and sasuke would NEVER betray sakura like that if they knew she loved sasuke still. believe it or not, naruto, sasuke, and sakura were, and stilll are, BEST FRIENDS. COMRADES. even if they loved each other, they would wait until sasuke DIVORCED, or tell sakura first, or something. they wouldn't leave her in the dark and cheat on her and leave her to continue on loving sasuke. my god.
"he would not fucking say that" but you ever be looking at fanart and suddenly its "he would not fucking have abs"