I Need To Lose So Much Weight - Blog Posts

Having a husband who is constantly expressing his love and how attracted he is to me is so wonderful 😭 having struggled with weight and just not feeling my prettiest the last few years because of it has been rough. But never once have I had to question my husband's feels about me ❤️ I wish I could see me the way he see me because I would never have a single insecurity again

i’m doing so awful with eating, i fear my friends and fam are a tad too good at getting me to eat, BUT just wait til i get to college and i’m practically alone🎉🤞

Current mood = Grey clouds

Why are all my friends skinny and I'm the only whale in the room? Why can they eat so much when they want and I'm still broken and struggling? Why me?

does someone wanna be my fasting buddy this weekend??? I'd like to go Saturday to Tuesday without anything but water and black coffee:)

duuude I just finished a 39 hour fast and I was feeling great and I just ate and now I can't stop thinking about food whyyyyyyyyyy😭😭😭

Does someone know why this happens? It's frustrating as fuck and I'm not at an unhealthy weight nor I'm hungry or anything, is just im thinking about it nonstop:(((

being bmi 16 but not FEELING bmi 16 is a different type of pain T_T

Hey guys,

I'm leaving Tumblr, at least for a couple of months, in an attempt to r3 c0 ver. I'll probably come back 20Ibs heavier crying about how I regret it, however my mental health is declining very rapidly, and 4n4 isn't making it any better so until I can get myself back in to a safe headspace, I will be leaving.

I love you all so much, and thank you all for giving me such a wonderful community to be apart of. Ilyasm! Y'all are some of the most amazing, sweetest angels I've ever met. You all were here for me when no one else was, and were the only people I could talk to about my w31ght struggles. Thx for everything, and for helping me lose 40Ibs. I hope every single one of you hit your UGW, r3c0v3r, or find whatever will bring you true inner happiness. Thx again sm. 💓💕

Guys, I'm officially taking it seriously now.

LOOKING FOR A F4STING PARTNER (PREFERABLY 72+ HOURS) Pls repost.

Also, every like this gets for the first week, I'll extend my f4st by an hour. Starting with a 24-hour f4st. Please share this around, I want this to be challenging. Thx!! <3 (if I break my f4st, I'm deleting my account for accountability (ToT)👍)

Pre/Post B1nge B0dy Check

First Pic: Day before 3 day 19k c4l b1ng3 (ga1n3d 12 lbs, mostly water.)

Last Pic: Today, 12 hours after b1ng3.

Fuck my life. Posting for accountability and to remind my fellow 4n4s that first 'snack/treat' is NEVER worth it. Love yall. 😭🫶

What @bloodycorpz3 said, plus just romantizing your journey as you go through it.

• Take aesthetic photos of your food, workout equipment, even the sunset or skies when you go outside.

• Practice self-care, buy pretty clothes (especially ones slightly too small), drink your fav low cal drinks/teas out of pretty cups, keep your area smelling good. Keep your senses focused on other things than the taste of food.

• Keep your mind busy on cleaning, organizing, tasks, hobbies, etc. I've found whenever im in a depressive dump, actually doing the stuff i didnt want to do gives me more mental and physical energy. The procrastination, dread, and guilt of tasks are always worse than actually doing it.

• Pretend you're in a movie honestly, and your character either has an €D and she does everything right/perfect, or that you already are your b0dy g04ls and live how she would.

As for being sluggish, part of self-care is staying hydrated, taking vitamins/electrolyte supplements. (BTW, make sure your food has a good GL/GI, because 4n0r3x1cs are much more vulnerable to diabetes and sugar crashing.)

If you're still sluggish introduce caffeine if you haven't, but it seems like you've just fallen out of love with 4n4 and need more motivation. Pro 4n4 sites like 📌 and here are good for that. Maybe try a new diet, fasting routine, or something to spice it up again.

I desperately need someone to help me/give me tips on getting back to my honeymoon phase. I want to feel euphoric when 🌟ving again instead of just feeling sluggish and depressed, please and thanks 😭

Also I'm seeing my husband this Sunday, so I have to stop acting like a p1g or im going to be f4tter than the last time he saw me

I mightve eaten 7k c4ls in the past two days....so I'm gonna attempt a f4st. I'm literally watching all my progress slip away from me rn. 🤪👍

I mightve eaten 7k c4ls in the past two days....so I'm gonna attempt a f4st. I'm literally watching all my progress slip away from me rn. 🤪👍

Any other anas donated plasma??

I need tips cause I always binge before donating with the excuse of "it's just so I don't faint" but that's all it is, an excuse. I get so weak and nauseous any time I go around needles and I have a donation tomorrow. Everything I've said online is drink lots of water, and no caffeine/nicotine beforehand. Does anyone have experience/tips for restr1ct1ng before/during donation?

Waiting for everyone else to go to sleep so you can chew and sp!t>>>>>

24hr f4st for the first time in months and my cravings are going crazy yall (pray for me)

Just got my collarb0n3s visible again. ✊🏻😭

Literally all I'm wearing for now on, are tops that show them off. I can't wait to get rid of my h1deous th1ghs next.

I will never shut up about how my mom said i didn't have an €D when I was f4t, even after she saw me eating baby food, going on extreme d13ts, and f4sting all the time. But once my w3ight started dropping off and I got sk1nnier than her, suddenly it's an issue. 😕

Not to mention she was bul1m1c when she was my age. Growing up with your mom competing with you is crazy.