:( I Miss Her - Blog Posts

My answer is yes for Heath Ledger. I was obsessed with him when he died and it broke my little pre-teen heart 💔

A quick Professor Sunshine doodle from my bus ride this morning because I love her and she is criminally underrated

Lowkey I wanna start doing this every morning with more background/one-off/underrated characters as a way to warm up but idk

grief ramble

I think about her and how she felt before she decided to die and I can only run around in circles until I am dizzy with it when I think about how she replied to me before ending it. Why didn't she say anything? Why didn't she put me on the phone? I would've answered. I would've picked up on the second ring as I always do.

I feel like less of a person without her. She was my family. She was closer to me than my own sister. We vowed to get out of our family together. We were going to grow old together. Sending TikToks back and forth captioned "us in 50 years" and sharing half-made plans of travel.

Our last sleepover she laughed so hard I thought she were going to pee herself. We shared a bed like we were little again and I woke up with her elbows in my spine as she always ended up.

I think about how she didn't want to bother me with her decision. I wish she did. I grieve her and I want the time we could've had. I would take her resentment and hate if it meant she was here and not dead.

Chippy

One year ago, today. I will never forget her craziness.

I wish I could let you go. I say as I get

       comfy in bed, hoping to dream of you again.

clarke + looking at lexa

You ever think your still friends with someone but then the job you’re applying to calls and says one of your references called HR and said they weren’t going to be filling anything out so you take it as the sign that you just lost one of your best friends on your birthday and just kinda accept that it’s clearly your fault cause tbh same

not seen my gf in like 2 months 😓 </3

“Sensitive people should be treasured. They love deeply and think deeply about life. They are loyal, honest and true. The simple things often mean the most to them. They don’t need to change or harden. Their purity makes them who they are.”

— Unknown

missing my bangs rn

I used to be so in love I’d stay up all night with her to watch the sunrise and now I only see her in my dreams

HELENA BERTINELLI MENTION IN 2024??

When Roman makes that guy rip his (what I’m assuming) girlfriend’s dress off while she stands on the table,,,,,,,

This but like,,,, both Sofia and Helena sitting and watching this unfold,,,,,

Them comforting you, inviting you to one of their mansions just to make you super uncomfortable. Complimenting you on how good you looked when Roman ripped your dress off you, how pretty you looked when you started crying. Them threatening you when you try and deny their advances, but soon telling you that they can protect you if you let them fuck you.

They’re both from powerful families and although they normally don’t get alone or agree with anything..,, there’s only one thing they can agree with each other on…

How pretty you look while the other is fucking you-

The way my little sister didn't want to eat the food I prepared because it had pieces of carrots and tomatoes in it but later on proceeded to eat chicken nuggets soaked in orange juice as if it was a five Michelin star dish....

favourite minor winx club characters: sky's dog, lady.

I know that's from an old video of hers but I just miss my main beech. I hope she's doing okay.

We're all going to Hell, Dean. Might as well enjoy the ride.

man I miss my gf sm

my babygirl I miss you sm 😭🙏 we can’t meet until next year school NOOOOOOO

Cannot wait to see her again in November

ughhhh i miss her(i saw her yesterday)

I WILL SURVIVE BUT I’LL NEVER RECOVER

THE ACHE COMES AND GOES LIKE SCARS WITH THE WEATHER

AND IM STUCK WITH THE PAINS AND PLATES OF ALL THE LOVE I STILL HAVE FOR YOU 💔💔