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April 2025 - Blog Posts
COMEBACK….!!!
did have a brief moment yesterday of crippling loss… I think was before yesterday not sure to check but MAN… THE GRIEF THAT HUT ME ABOUT ART… like you know when do art that’s Super Nice and Good and YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSLER!!!! AND UR LIKE IM IMPROVING(TM) and you take a week break cuz hand and needed and come back and god. You CANT EVEN!!!! And it feels so like you have regressed so badly and then you do rush art figure prac and THATS SO BAD and you can’t even look at other art people’s art cuz it makes me you sad and then tho you look at ur recent art (thank me for continuedly to move stuff toup to recent so I can see what my recent art is like) ANYWAYS…..!!!!!! like oh. oh OH. it wasn’t necessary amazing first go but I do def remember it not being this frustrating and anyways it at least made me feel better. come today and hey you know what! I felt like art mood! but it wasn’t until I was hit with hey. oh my gosh. DRAW TURTLES AND MY GUY THAT AU?? OJAY!!!! and I was gonna. but then I saw my figure thing and was like what if. warm first cuz you know.
and you know!!!!! I really should do this warm up!!!! It felt much better than the other figure try.
I feel like. doing figure parc after coming out of trying to do a. drawing and it Not Going well and I feel like then I approach my figure parc as well… “seeing that im stilll good at art” but I think it’s more should be relearning and practising and learning etc and picking stuff up again since THATS NOTMAL! And past me wouldn’t be able to pick this up fast as I am now!!!! And ahahah yeah side views back spine it seems is like Being A Point I really need to observe and learn now cuz MY GOSH I need to. Also because MY GOSH I always draw so many side profiles and I need to save my self this grief……!!!!!
Happy b day for this handsome man 🔥🫦
And happy earth day-
@milomanheim: Z4!! July 10th!! 🌗
Enough with my depressing thoughts. I decided to make myself a five-ingredient sandwich, and now I'm going to study English. (Maybe studying will distract me from all the pessimistic thoughts and loneliness.)
I'm getting very stressed these days because my high school finals results will be declared soon. I know I didn't do well, so I just hope I pass and achieve the required percentage to get into universities. My first entrance exam didn't go well either. I plan to post everything I do — for example, if I finish one or two topics, I'll post about it. Maybe this will satisfy my brain and give it enough dopamine so that I don't procrastinate. Tommorow, I plan to complete Set Theory, Statistics, Sequences and Series, Permutations and Combinations, and maybe Linear Equations as well if I have some time left.
I've made a decent study plan for my upcoming exams, though I'll admit I'm very scared. Also, I've finally decided to add dried snapdragon (flowers) to my commonplace notebook. We'll be moving out in a month, and I'll have to leave this beautiful garden behind as well. I've spent more than twelve years here, so I'm drying some flowers from the garden and placing them at random pages in my notebook.
📍Agra Fort, Agra
These are not very good photos of Agra Fort from the outside. I took them from a moving car, and this is the best I could do.
Time left for the exam: 2 days
I have three days left before my entrance exam. I didn’t study much today, but I’ll try my best to complete at least one English book.
Book Review;
(2.5/5 ⭐)
I think this is a good book. It contains some good poetry, a lot of historical references, and some information about haiku as well. The poem collection is quite vast — it includes haiku about daily life, beautiful moments, and even some that are quite sexual. There’s also poetry on politics. Overall, it’s a decent book, but I think there should have been more haiku. The author/publisher included some unnecessary content toward the end, like the romaji of the Japanese poems — not once, but twice. The book also contains some explicit images, which were historical illustrations drawn in Japan.
The Penguin Book of Haiku
My current art skills shouldn't be judged based on this—it was drawn almost three years ago, when I was 15.
A textile art piece at my grandparents' house.
This is a Korean cutlery gift set meant for couples. I don’t get to touch it often, as it was my parents who received it as a gift.
A Thai handicraft made from coconut.
This decorative piece made of brass, crafted so beautifully with Indian craftsmanship, has been more of a sacred object than just a decoration. My mom always worships it on the day of Mahalakshmi Puja.
I’ve defiled the very first page of my new journal—the one destined to be my sacred commonplace book. A grand beginning, now tainted beyond repair. Truly, my talent knows no bounds.(sarcasm, of course)
I tend to get a bit dramatic...... nevermind.
I received this on my birthday back in 2014. I wasn’t a big fan of it then, but I like it now. I consider it vintage, though I’m not sure how others see it.
I'm so happy. Look at this beautiful collection of books by Virginia Woolf. I'm so excited to read them.
21 days left for preparation..........
03/April/2025 (Thursday) [🤭]
🤦🏻♀️: I need to get myself together. I'm so pathetic. Except for attending classes, I spent the entire day just reading Webtoon.