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It's 3:02 AM where I live. I haven't showered in around 2 months. I'm afraid of showering because it's horribly uncomfortable and It gives me gender dysphoria. I'm stuck in a constant cycle of loving things/ideas/people with my whole soul to hating them with my whole soul. I don't have a source of income. I don't know how to drive. I live with people that feel like strangers to me. There is only 2 people in this world I would say that I love. I have no friends. I don't talk to my biological father. Whenever I vent I feel like I'm burdening the ones I love with my problems. I can't be myself around anyone but my sibling. I feel tired all the time. I feel angry all the time. I can never get enough sleep. Even though I hate wearing a mask around other people I feel like I have to to convince them not to abandon me. I don't and have never understood who I am at any given moment. I've done terrible things. I have horrible intrusive thoughts that I block out with music. I'm hardly good at anything. I can barely recall anything from my childhood that wasn't painful or traumatic in some way.

I deeply crave death.

It's 3:30 now. Might add more.

Kennnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hi

Hello, new acquaintance. Do I know you, by chance?

-♡

♡♥︎♡♥︎♡

Savvs said it for me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

Yeah, what she said 💙

TUMBLRWOMAN 2023 Finals

SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS! ♡

if you don't do anything else today,

Please have a moment of silence for the people who were killed instead of freed when news of emancipation finally reached the furthest corners of the american south.

have another moment for the ledgers, catalogs, and records that were burned and the homes that were destroyed to hide the presence of very much alive and still enslaved people on dozens of plantations and homesteads across the south for decades after emancipation.

and have a third moment for those who were hunted and killed while fleeing the south to find safety across the border, overseas, in the north and to the west.

black people. light a candle, write a note to those who have passed telling them what you have achieved in spite of the racist and intolerant conditions of this world, feel the warmth of the flame under your hand, say a prayer of rememberance if you are religious, place the note under the candle, and then blow it out.

if you have children, sit them down and tell them anything you know about the life of oldest black person you've ever met. it doesn't have to be your own family. tell them what you know about what life was like for us in the days, years, decades after emancipation. if you don't know much, look it up and learn about it together.

This is Juneteenth.

white people CAN interact with this post. share it, spread it.

FREE PALESTINE 🇵🇸

D34TH TO TRUMP 🔥✊️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

"People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people." - V (V For Vendetta)

I'll take...

a knife to the brain.

I will not subject myself to this torture.

so hey, tumblr, what table?

since the old version of this post was flagged for ‘adult content’…

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the enby spectrum!

*DRAMATIC INHALE*

WE'VE GOT NEVER BETTERED BARGAINS

WE'VE GOT DEALS YOU WON'T BELIEVE

WE CAN TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT BEFORE YOU REALISE WHAT YOU NEED

IF YOU'LL PARDON US THE JARGON

HERE'S OUR DARKNER GUARANTEE

WE TAKE CASH OR CARD OR CREDIT, BUT WE'LL TAKE YOUR HEART FOR FREE-

reblog w the song lyrics in your head NOW. either stuck in yr head or what yr listening to