You Are The Only Unclear Chapter In My Otherwise Clear Life. But The Most Delicious One Too.

I love you more than a debater likes his debate.

It's a dagger in heart. I don't know what I will do without you.

When I give feedback to people I expect them to receive it with an open mind but sadly every time I do so I end up becoming someone they hate.

Give feedback, receive antagonism.

That's the paradox of loss: How can something that's gone weigh us down so much?

Jodi Picoult, The Storyteller

Your beliefs may or may not be truths, you just unconsciously accept them as truths.

Realize that there are three layers of you: your identity, your shame, and your true self. Your identity is your outermost layer, it’s the idea that you think other people have of you. Your shame is what’s shielding you from expressing your true self, which is at your core. It is from your shame circle that irrational thoughts breed and thrive. Work on closing the gap between who the world thinks you are and who you know you are.

How you feel simply don't affect how I feel.

Finally the 11 PM thread holding our joy together snapped too. No more waiting is to be done to hear and tell moments during the day we missed each other. No exclusive sq. ft. left for me. A dead heart beat that's all I am now. That's what I always have been.

No matter how many people are around me, I will always be alone without you.

Endless monotony; that's what life has become.