The sea is calling out
Swallow me, sea
The chains that bind us are rotten and crying out in pain
Something is rotten inside
Insidious and instinctive
It spreads itself all over my body
Fog so thick I can't see
Can't breath
Tell myself to run towards it
Always looking for a sign
A message
That it is OK to keep going
There is something inside
I see it
But I cannot touch it
I'd walk into the sea and never come back
I grew so old so quickly
I didn't even live my life
And now the end is near and I can smell happiness
My best friend hung herself
3 years ago
I am not afraid to die
Does it make you feel small?
I'd run as fast as I could and jump into the vast fog