numbrunaway

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went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐

here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔

I try really hard to get people to acknowledge something’s wrong but the moment they ask about it I just panic and tell them I’m fine why am I like this aaaa

𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡. 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙩. 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙.

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binge eating for the last time before I start ⭐ving myself <3

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

day 4 - i do me by kiiikiii

stan kiiikiii ⭐

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone

😂silly fucking me 😂

me after telling my therapist im not self harming and i have no urges too. (im lying):

how to go viral on the $h and/or the 3d side of tumblr no glue no borax

how i feel when i look at the amount of calories ive eaten in a day

im their #1 fan <3

SFX, MAKEUP, NOT REAL CUTS

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no more yippee (yes they are not deep but stilllll)

MALNOURISHED MAY??

i long for interaction [tumblr notes]

stop... why can't i control how much i eat I JUST WANT TO ⭐VE PLEASE IM SO STUPID

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

day 3 - Dial tone by catch your breath

this song has been stuck in my head for the past 2 dayssss

I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm not interesting, I'm not funny, I'm not talented. What the fuck am I.

i wish i was pretty enough for people to want me

I know my life will end in suicide. I'm sure of it.

if you see my sh scars this summer no you didn’t

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

im so tired but i NEED to cvt

"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚖 𝙸 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟻, 𝚙𝚏𝚏𝚝- 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚘𝚝.

all I need is a cigarette , an energy drink and a reallyy sharp blade

i hate how i enjoy food so much...

i ate too many calories today i feel so awful I think im gaining more weight im currently around 110 lbs yet i feel disgusting i wish i was still in the double digits

“why aren’t u eating anything” god forbid a girl has goals

the voices are telling me to block all my friends and become a loner again (depression maxxing)