Metallica annoying and obsessive fan. James Hetfield is my religion. "the way I learned how to love things was just to choke them to death"" hey I also love jason
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I will draw lars n kirk later haha
Another day not being this man's sweetheart. It's hard🤧
You know what would solve all of my problems? Dating current James. Sitting in the backyard with him, it's late, there's a small fire going. You've just roasted marshmallows and filled up on s'mores. Now you're sitting on his lap, one arm around his shoulders, the other in his hair. His lips are on yours, his tongue exploring your mouth. You both tasted like chocolate and like the joint you were passing back and forth. He smiles against your lips before pulling away to take another hit of it and passing it to you. You smile down at him, admiring the way the warm glow from the fire casts over his features, making him look softer than usual. His hand squeezes your waist as he watches you inhale and exhale a small cloud of smoke.
James had had a rough morning, his anxiety had been running high since the moment he woke up and what made it worse is that he had an interview to do that afternoon. But finally being home with you and being able to hold you calmed his heart and shaking hands. (And the weed did too). You had suggested coming out here, knowing being under the sky and by a fire always relaxed him.
"Look, make a wish!" You point to the sky, watching as a shooting star passes by. He smiles at your excitement.
"I've already got everything I need right here," He says quietly, leaning forward to place another kiss against your lips.
The only I feel pretty is when I take photos of my body or I starve my body for some hours, sometimes a day. Today I looked at myself in the mirror and I cried bc I'm definitely not pretty. That's ok bc I already knew it but something it sucks. Now I'm sweating in the bathtub while I'm listening to the black album aka my comfort album. Hope tomorrow is a better day bc I can't stand this shit anymore 🥰
I'm in tears
Never seen photos November 9th 1986 Metallica played a secret show trying out their new bass player to replace Cliff Burton pt.1
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Photo by Roman Moreno
every time I think I'm the biggest fan of this silly metal band, I see something that makes me say YEAH NO IM NOT U LOSER!
how in the fuck did i achieve this
Ugh , I draw her AGAIN
If James cheats on me, ITS MY FAULT
I mean no but I mean I mean I mean
If it is true, according to a friend he mentioned that dude cheated on this babe .... If THAT is true?!?!?!?!? Bro fumbled.... And he fumbled B.I.G.
Kristen was/is a beauty
Face card never declined
I should delate TikTok man all I see is edits of James and I got sad WHY AM I NOT HIS CONTROVERSIAL YOUNG GIRLFRIEND? I'm so mad I love him so much IT HURTSSSS can someone pls kill me?!?!?!?!????
COME AND TAKE ITTTTTT🗣️🗣️🗣️
So... This is my bedroom wall. Ik it looks messy as fuck but I have no sense of organization. I feel so stupid and silly posting this, I think I'm older enough to not doing this kind of stuff, but when I think about it I remember my younger self and she would love this and post it everywhere so why wouldn't i? Every time I come back home from work I got so happy lol. I definitely do not play about James. He's ruining my life and I'm happy for it 😓✋🫣
AND YES ITS MORE THAN OKKK DO IT DO IT 🗣️🗣️🗣️
So... This is my bedroom wall. Ik it looks messy as fuck but I have no sense of organization. I feel so stupid and silly posting this, I think I'm older enough to not doing this kind of stuff, but when I think about it I remember my younger self and she would love this and post it everywhere so why wouldn't i? Every time I come back home from work I got so happy lol. I definitely do not play about James. He's ruining my life and I'm happy for it 😓✋🫣
OMG BY CHANCE U LIVE IN THE US OR UK? I used free prints. The shipping cost sucks but it's cool
So... This is my bedroom wall. Ik it looks messy as fuck but I have no sense of organization. I feel so stupid and silly posting this, I think I'm older enough to not doing this kind of stuff, but when I think about it I remember my younger self and she would love this and post it everywhere so why wouldn't i? Every time I come back home from work I got so happy lol. I definitely do not play about James. He's ruining my life and I'm happy for it 😓✋🫣
Oh my god I NEED
love my current setup ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ
Ok so I just remembered that when I went to Anchorage (in April???) and I saw that big JAMESON I took a photo with the intention to make a joke about it in my IG but I never did it so here we are plus yeah I also print photos of those 2 and they are my wall now. Yesterday I ended a fic called Dawn to the Doorway by theLazarus and I feel SO BAD it was so good now idk what to read bc I miss it so much lol. Whatever. Long live to my ships and me reading fanfiction at 2am in my bed listening to the black album. I have been doing since I was... 14? It feels good to not changue at all, at least sometimes
I GASPED OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA
my biggest flex is the fact that I look like James' ex, at least that's what my friends and family says
Listening low man's lyrics while I'm smoking and drinking coffee it's 7pm and I feel useless bc I'm not at working hating to be there or at some family's house wanting the meeting to be over so I could be at home but when I'm at home it's just me, low man's lyrics in the background, my cigarette and my coffee WHEN THIS IS GONNA STOP COME ON
Gartic phone w my friends lmao, Bunny jase !!
I genuinely think these type of fans are from TikTok or too young or BOTH and it piss me off ngl. it's, yk, the base of a whole internet culture or something like that, don't fuck lol
In the end it's my opinion but I have been years in Wattpad and A03 so why suddenly these kind of stuff appears in my page all the timeee😭
(Submitted by Anon)
(Back to the same thing with RPF, sorry 3:)
Like Jamie's lil face is making me giggle hahahahahahahahha gotta love those fuckers
So... This is my bedroom wall. Ik it looks messy as fuck but I have no sense of organization. I feel so stupid and silly posting this, I think I'm older enough to not doing this kind of stuff, but when I think about it I remember my younger self and she would love this and post it everywhere so why wouldn't i? Every time I come back home from work I got so happy lol. I definitely do not play about James. He's ruining my life and I'm happy for it 😓✋🫣
Being depressed is ok but someone pls explain me how I ended up spending like 600 bucks and owing 300 in one single week. And I spent all of it in band merch btw 😍😍😍
I have a cool Metallica mutual in Instagram and today she found a video of a groupie talking about her adventures and she mentioned she had a relationship with James for 5 years (if u wonder I'm talking about Alycen Rowse) and sent it to me and basically this led me to look into it. I already knew about the naked truth so i quickly lost interest but for some random circumstance (?) I ended up in a reddit thread and I saw a photo of Lars and Kirk naked. Wonderful way to end my day I GUESS
I'm so attached to the second photo in a ways I can't even understand
Jesus Christ
One of my favorite eras ngl😼
HES SO JACKED WHAT THE FUCK.
This combo is letal omg
Been working really hard on drawing from reference lately. It’s rlly hard😢
Rawr I mean awww
my drawing of James Hetpole!!!
LITERAAALLLLLL
Ok actually seeing his new haircut on stage, the more I looked at it, the more I was liking his hair, but seeing it on stage, I actually think he looks really good with the new hair🫠😆. He’s still adorable🤭.
Photos found on Facebook
Redneck powah
DYinG omg
Every now and then I check this one and I'm always amazed
an old pair chart thingy that i did.
#boyfriends