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Hi there 🌱 I hope you are doing well. My name is Naser, and I’m from Gaza. I don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable, but I wanted to share a piece of my story — because right now, it’s the only way I know to try and survive.

This war has changed everything. I lost my mother and my sister. Our home is gone. What used to be a normal life — school, family meals, laughter — has been replaced by fear, rubble, and silence.

Now, I’m displaced with my three younger brothers. I’ve become their protector, their parent, their hope. We sleep side by side and I try to make them feel safe, even when I’m scared too.

We are trying to raise funds to rebuild our lives — to find a safe place, to go back to school, to have something to believe in again. I dream of going to university. My brothers have their own dreams too — of being a doctor, an engineer, just being kids again.

If you’re able to support us by donating 💌 or even just sharing our campaign 🔁, it would truly mean the world. Every small act of kindness brings us a little closer to hope.

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Thank you for taking the time to read this 🙏 And if you'd rather not receive messages like this, please just let me know and I won’t reach out again.

With love and resilience

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I noticed that I haven’t made it clear on this blog yet. Fuck racists, fuck sexists, fuck homophobes, fuck terfs, FUCK JKR. Fuck misanthropic people. Fuck people who blame every little problem in their miserable life on people who haven’t done a single bad thing to them. Fuck people who use the naivety and despair of people to pit them against minorities.

My name is Mosab Ahmed. I'm a proud father of three beautiful daughters 👧👧👧.

I’m reaching out from a place of deep hardship—I've lost my home 🏚️ and my job 💔 due to the ongoing war, and now my family and I are living in a tent ⛺, just trying to survive each day.

I had raised €2848 to undergo a second shoulder surgery 🏥, but sadly, my GoFundMe was deleted ❌ due to banking issues, and I lost everything.

I’m humbly asking for your support:

Please consider sharing my story 🔁 or donating even just €5 💖—it could truly make a difference in my family's life.

Every share, every voice, every bit of kindness means the world to us.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you ❤️.

@hopeformusab — Every share counts ✨

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Hi, my name is Mosab , I’m from Gaza, and like many here, I’ve lost more than I ever thought I could bear — my family, my home, my sense of safety, and the simple moments that once gave life meaning. 💔

I’m not writing this to ask too much of anyone. I’m sharing a piece of my story — not because I want sympathy, but because I still believe someone, somewhere, might care enough to listen.

If this message finds you at the wrong time, I understand.

I’m truly sorry if it feels like an interruption.

➡️ Please feel free to DM me if you'd rather not receive asks from me — I'll make sure not to contact you again. 🤍

✨ If you do feel moved to help — even by sharing — it means more than words can say.

Every repost, every bit of care, helps keep hope alive in a place that has seen too much darkness.

🙏 Thank you for taking the time to read.

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Wishing you peace, healing, and comfort — wherever you are.

With deep appreciation

sadly I'm not in a position to donate right now but this is for everyone who can, if you can, please donate!!

GUESS WHO'S BACK YALL

pls kindly send in requests as I'm stuck in writer's block‼️‼️

hey are you in here?

hi I'm still here answering questions and taking in requests but I've been busy due to summer school nd exams!!

@koishua

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[13:40 pm]

"riki, wait!"

You yelled at him once again, stopping and sitting on a nearby bench, trying to cat h a breath after all that running. Riki stopped hearing your footsteps after him so this was his sign to stop and rest for a while too.

He was a coward.

Literally all he did was confess that he liked you and you standing there dumbfounded for a minute made him belive that this meant rejection. You didn't want to think that you rejected him, hell you felt the exact same feelings he felt!

You stoop up and sneakily walked towards riki, grabbing him by his school bag and letting out a victorious yelp.

"finally you big dumbo, I've been chasing you since you left me at school and I always thought that you weren't a fast runner!?"

He looked scared but also relieved (?) at your comment, somehow feeling happy that you kept on chasing him.

"look, y/n, I'd really love to go but I've left an unfinished game of solitaire on my laptop" he said while trying to run again but you still held on his backpack for dear life.

"riki, I like you too, wait- you play solitaire?!"

"no I don't, I just heard heeseung use it as an excuse and I thought it would be believable"

Then he stopped and you saw how his eyes got even bigger than they were before, as he looked straight at you and then he did something unexpected.

He started dancing like a mad man.

"You actually do?!?!" he yelled and you nodded, trying to make him calm down and he stopped abruptly and hugged you, you could feel his wild breathing as he let go, holding your hand as he happily skipped towards the closest playground.

𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐙𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒

HELLO, EVERYONE! I have arrived with a brand new project for engene writers from all across this site to be able to join! No, we are not snacking on insects any time soon as the name would suggest, but instead we are going to be compiling a bunch of sweet and short stories into one big plate!

BITE SIZED BUTTERFLIES is a small, four month long project for us to write as many fluff-centered drabbles as possible so that by the end of it, we will have created one big masterlist of all of your stories that readers can browse through and enjoy! Anyone can join writing, so don't be shy!

YOU DON'T HAVE TO "APPLY". There will be no application process! Just reblog this post and you're good to go. Write your usual fluff that you'd do on a normal day and tag this blog in it somewhere, so that I know you have written something that the project can take in for the masterlist!

THE RULES ARE SIMPLE. First and foremost, reblog this main post.

(1) Your stories must be fluff-heavy, hence the project title.

(2) The length of the stories must not pass 2.5k words, because we really want to have small pieces of cute drabbles we can read quickly on the go. Make sure to have a read more cut as soon as your story exceeds the 500 words mark!

(3) Your stories must not contain any heavy gore or NSFW activities as I, the curator of the masterlist, am still a minor. Any other warnings must be addressed before the stories.

(4) The deadline is April 1st, 2022. Write as many of fluff entries as you can or want to by then and I will be reblogging them all and adding them to the masterlist. There is no limit as to how many one-shots you can write!

(5) You must tag me < @koishua > in the posts you have written for the BITE SIZED BUTTERFLIES project! It doesn't have to be a big thing, just somewhere in the corner or in your taglist, so that I can find your fics. Once I see them, I will be reblogging them in my sideblog dedicated to saving all of the fic's coming out of this project, so you may go ahead and follow it too! The URL is < @fluffhaven >

If your story hasn't been reblogged to the sideblog, then you can always drop the link in my DMs, because Tumblr has a habit of malfunctioning and I might not have seen you tagging me in my notifications!

LAST NOTES. For any questions— big or small— you are welcome to hop into my asks or private messages and I will gladly answer them! This is sort of very exciting for me, because I am a giant sucker for soft and cute scenarios. Really, this entire project is my way of being self-indulgent. Anyways, I hope everyone's doing well and will try out this thing. Have fun, take care <3

PS. If this all goes well, I will be starting a new project similar to this one for another fandom, so stay tuned!

reblog if you’re in the mood for anons rn

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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

Gambler

pairing; adult!gambler!jay x fem. reader

genre; fluffy I guess

warnings; cursing, gambling, loss of tOO much money, drinking, that's all

summary; your boyfriend had lost you on a gamble, even though you're were not sure you weren't happy with that.

I'm sorry I haven't posted the 1st part of the other fic I'm writing but I had this idea and had to write about it y'all.

Fools.

That was what Park Jongseong thought when he first stepped into Fever Casino, the most known one in the country.

As soon as he stepped inside he smelled the awful smell of cigarettes and saw old men sitting on every table, some hitting them, some yelling and others had a devastated look on their face.

That's life for you buddy. He thought.

He would only be there for a little time, that was a promise he made to himself before he even went there, but his mind had long forgotten the promise, once he saw a table empty, some young lads sitting there and asking the waiter to bring them something to drink.

"Is this seat taken?" he asked the young ones.

"If you got money, it's all yours bro" a dark haired man said, whose name he later learnt was seonghwa.

"I sure have more than you, my dear." Jay spoke, he had manners but seonghwa's remark about money made him understand that he probably was one of those, money hungry teens that end up loosing half of them.

They started making Betts and playing poker, more people had gathered around the youngsters and watched as the game had been going on for quite a long time. Only one person looked uncomfortable and had been looking like that for the last twenty minutes. He went by the name heeseung and his eyes looked worried and shaky. It was his turn when he broke down on the table and let out a sigh.

"I guess this is the moment where I put on something big on the table and I'm left without a penny in my pocket" he let our a sarcastic laugh and went on, "I really am left without a penny to be honest, and this might be cheesy of me to say but I'm betting my girlfriend, she isn't older than me, really beautiful, kind but kind of boring" he finished.

Jay looked like he had heard the most unfunny joke on the planet. Who would bet their match? Most importantly, who would find a woman boring? Right, ignorant men who only cared about themselves.

Jay had decided he would win the poker much, he had put an insane amount of money on the table and he knew a couple of tricks to win any poker match. He had to thank Jake for these later. He wouldn't let a woman become an object to any of the ignorant men sitting with him, he would simply let her go.

As soon as he won, he looked at seonghwa and said, "oh well, I guess I really do have money" as he hit everyone's money he had won. Seonghwa glared at him but left him alone as he also left the casino for that night.

He then looked at heeseung and murmured a "you're done dude" in the least sympathetic way possible. Who would sell their girlfriend like that? Coming to think of it, he looked like he would give it to anyone who placed money on the table. Oh how jay wanted to hit him on the face for doing that to someone who might have loved him. He was determined to make the girl feel better after that night. He headed to the casino's bar and sat on one of the high stools, asking for a strong drink, when a girl with a little smudged mascara sat on the stool beside him. Maybe it was the night's adrenaline but she looked cute under the red lights of the bar.

"Please don't tell me that you're one of those dudes to spend money and give away their girlfriends"

Well that was brutal.

"No I'm actually not, I came to forget about my family drama and ended up winning a girl. Poor her, heeseung must have been a shithead" he let out his thoughts as he hoped the girl wouldn't leave him in his misery after what she had heard.

"No way-"

"Hey cut the sarcasm" he cut her off.

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"Hey cut the sarcasm" the young man cut you mid sentence and you tapped him on the shoulder, for him to turn to you.

"Dude, i would tell you that I was heeseung's girlfriend, you cutting my sentence is honestly quite a rude way to meet your new girl" you let out sarcastically and started laughing as he let out an exasperated laugh too.

"Hey I'm honestly so sorry for that, you've been having a shitty night I suppose?" he said, looking into your orbs and cracking into a smile.

"Could have been worse, could have been better, but at least, I got a chance to wear this dress!" You let out excitedly as you pointed at your long red glittery dress that you were oh so excited to wear to a date.

Some time had passed and you got to meet Jay a bit more, he told you about his full name that he didn't really want to use for a casino entrance and didn't forget to talk about how stupid heeseung must have been.

"I know you've been having a shitty night and we've know eachother for an hour or less but would you like to go on a date with me?"

"Jay, I'd love too, even if we've known each other because you were a poker match winner and I was a bet, doesn't mean I don't like you."

"Great, let's get out of here, where would you like to go?" he stood up from his stool and waited for you.

"Wait, right now?" to say you were flabbergasted was an understatement as you could see the joy in his eyes whenever he looked at you in the last hour.

"Yes!! Let me make this night, one you would want to remember as a happy one!"

And to say that it was a night you would remember as a happy one would also be and understatement as you would like to thank park jongseong for it.

hi maria !! i hope ur having a good day <3

I had a rlly good day, I'm answering late bc I had a problem with my passwords and replied now! I went to an anime convention after two years and also went to the cinema, a tiring but a very nice day!!

i just suddenly got the urge to read smt like this and i’ll trust u to do this cus i love ur works sm😫anywayy what if…u made a love triangle scenario w jay&jake.. like, jake, jay and y/n are best friends, like the iconic trio, n jake is hella in love w y/n since ever but he didnt want to ruin their friendship bc of this or pressure them, tHEN jay starts feeling some time of wAy and also falls in luv w y/n but he actually confesses and they start dating for a while but y/n feels uncomfortable bc jay’s life is v different from their life cus hes very rich and his family is famous, lots of pretty n rich girls always around him, and thats not what they want.. mEANWHILE jake has been y/n’s comfort trough all of this even if he was in pain then y/n starts realizing jake is the one and thEN THE REST IS UP TO YOU OMG I DONT EVEN KNOW IF U CAN MAKE A SCENARIO W ALL OF THIS IM JUST DROPPING THE IDEA😫😫😫😫😫SORRY THAT WAS LONG

I've started writing this request but I'm going to separate it in 3 parts, I'll make sure to tag you in each part so that you'll be notified for each part!!

Thank you very much for the tag!!

I don't rlly know who to tag so, anyone can go ahead and do this!!

-tag game

take this quiz and find your unrequited love candy!

tagged by @jaefmin

tagging @bluejaem @intokook @trashlord-007 @oifelixcmerebrou @rapmoan @jaefmin @taegularities @softforqiankun @jaemotel @jiminhearts92 @lost-leopard-beanie (no force <33)

anyone can also try this :D

hey ppl!! I'm in the midst of finishing two requests so please send in more!! Doesn't matter if with the prompts or not, I accept anything!!

Reblog and put in the tags that one artist you can’t help but pride yourself on being a fan of before they got popular

reblog and put in the tags, one weird or unusual thing that you have to take with you on holiday/vacation

hiiiii bby🥰can i ask for prompt 1 with jake, plss???🥺

Drenched

pairing; jake x gn!reader

genre ; pure fluff

warnings; none

summary ; you woke jake up on a rainy night to make memories.

"Bro, jake, dude, if you don't wake up I'll hit you with this flip flop" you whispered at his ear and shook him a little, making him wake up, his eyes opening slowly, tying to adjust to the room's lighting, given that you had switched on the light to wake him up.

"Y/n, we've been together long enough for you to call me dude or bro" he hugged you, pulling you towards his chest, trying to make you lay and sleep. "Jake, it's raining outside, you know," you started hesitantly, trying to tell him the idea that blessed your thoughts at fricking 3 am, "I was wondering,,, if you'd like to go outside and, have some, um, fine in the rain?"

Suddenly his eyes popped open and he stared at you as if you were a genius, or as if you had just said the stupidest thing ever. "I have no problem, honestly, I've never had fun in the rain" he said, making it sound a little like a question but his expression softened one he saw the huge smile that was plastered on your face.

He sat up and put on a huge hoodie, over his silk pajama button up shirt and wore a pair off socks before grabbing his slippers, waiting for you to come out of the bathroom so you could go outside. He checked outside his window to see if it was still raining, and let me tell you, it was raining raining. There weren't even thunders, however the rain was heavy.

He closed the window when he heard the bathroom's door open and your figure getting out. You were beautiful. Sure there might have been bags under your eyes because of the lack of sleep and you were wearing a hoodie of his, along with your long pajama pants and a pair of boots but in his eyes you were just beautiful.

"Jake you're staring" you said and puckered your lips to make fun of him and he quickly turned his face to the side, it still struck him how, even after the time you started dating, you still looked as beautiful as ever to him. "Also, please tell me that you won't be going out in the fricking rain with your slippers on" you stated and he looked at you, eyes wide, looking dumbfounded.

"Should I not? I'm even wearing socks?!" he stated the obvious, his multi-colored socks peeking through. "Jake you're going to ruin them, grab your boots instead" you suggested, returning to the bathroom to grab his boots. "Thank you y/n~" he said melodically and stared at you.

As soon as he put on both his boots, you grabbed his hand and ran to your front door. Jake made sure to grab a pair of keys before you exited the house and shut the door behind you.

The rain was heavy, but you didn't really care, there weren't many cars around and the streets were empty, so you started jumping around in puddles outside your house, already feeling the rain damping your clothes. Jake was looking at you with a soft concerned look, soon after shrugging his shoulders and joining you in jumping around.

"Y/n, do you want to dance?" he suggested while coming close to you and pulling you in a soft hug. "I would love to, Jake".

He smiled and it was like your world lit up, even if it was 3 or 4 in the morning, you hadn't kept track of time and honestly, you wanted to stop the time and enjoy this moment forever. "Great!" he said excitedly and took his phone out, you were a bit weirded put because you hadn't saw him take it with him and literally, why would he take his expensive phone out in the rain?!

You noticed that he was typing something and a minute later, you heard "Singing in th Rain" by Gene Kelly playing from his phone.

"Relatable " you stated and you both started laughing, he bowed and extended his arm out, "Dear y/n, would you be kind enough to give me this dance?" he said and you blushed a little, your boyfriend seeming way too much charming with his hair drenched, "Oh I don't see a reason to refuse, mr jake" you responded and placed your hand on his, him placing his other hand on your waist, as you started dancing around your garden and you were sure that your neighbor was staring at you, wondering what was going on. The song ended but you didn't really care, you were still dancing with Jake even if there wasn't any song to dance to. Your dancing came to a stop as you were both drenched and your clothes were stuck on you, even your socks were damp, your hair dripping. He lowered his head do that your foreheads were touching and you looked into each other's eyes, you were both mesmerized by each other. He kissed your lips, his lips were soft and a little chapped. Your lips were moving in perfect sinc and his hand was still on your waist and the other one was on you cheek, both of your hands resting on his waist.

You broke the kiss to get some air and hugged, just enjoying the moment and saving the memories you were making.

"Oh you lovebirds, get inside, you're drenched and you'll surely wake up with a cold tomorrow!!" your neighbor was heard and you started laughing while making your way inside your house.

"Thank you for caring miss!!" you yelled after her and she laughed too.

Oh what beautiful memories.

not at how I panicked for some good five minutes because I thought I posted one of my drafts

WE LOVE JUNGWON MOVEMENT

reblog so that wonie knows we love him :>

Mr keating (dead poets society) xx

John Keating from Dead Poets Society hates Post+ with a burning passion!

♡ asks ♡

 Do you have freckles? 

 Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it? 

What was the last song you listened to? 

Do you sleep on your back, stomach or side? 

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? 

Do you prefer drawing or writing? 

What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with? 

What’s your favorite band/artist? 

When is your birthday? 

How tall are you? 

What color are your eyes? 

Who are five (or more) people you want to hug right now? 

Fears? 

What’s your favorite color? 

What’s your favorite season? 

Want any tattoos? What of? 

Want any piercings? Where? 

Who is the last person you texted? 

Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends? 

What/who do you miss? 

How was your day today? 

How much sleep did you get last night? 

Do you believe in aliens? 

When was the last time you cried? Why? 

What’s your favorite decade? 

What are some seemingly childish things you like? 

What’s your favorite book? Or just one you’ve read a few times? 

How are you, really? 

Does it take you a long time to make decisions? 

What are you looking forward to in the near future? 

What are you looking forward to in the distant future? 

If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go? 

Do you sleep with your door open or closed? 

What’s your favorite flower? 

Do you currently have a squish? 

Do you like your middle name? 

Do you prefer dogs or cats? 

Do you have any phobias? 

Do you stay up late?

Do you like the beach? Do you prefer it sunny or cloudy? 

What’s your favorite cartoon? 

Tag 5 of your favorite blogs

Do you have siblings? How many? 

Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? 

Is there anyone you would die for? 

What do you need when you’re sad? 

Have you memorized your phone number? 

Who’s someone you can trust with your life? 

What does your last text say? 

Wild Card. Any question, ask away. 

about what that anon said about the word delulu. i am schizophrenic and experience delusions, everyone has a different opinions of course but i thought i'd out my input in. i do not see anything wrong with using the word to describe fans intruding on idols' personal lives and space. i've never felt like they were alluding to people like me or have any ignorant or malicious intent with it. i do not agree that it is ableist. if they meant people intruding could be suffering real delusions, that does not mean we don't hold them responsible. actions still have consequences and that attitude stunts progress.

i think that you've sent this to the wrong person, however, thank you for sharing your opinion on the matter.

Reblog and put in the tags what color scheme your room has.

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lesbian

gay

bisexual

transgender

queer

pansexual

demisexual

ace

hopeless romantics

cis-men

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non binary folks

the whole spectrum etc…

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Also,,, thank to all of you for showing so much love to my last jay ff,,, I didn't expect it to blow up bye

Pairing: badboy!Chani x fem!reader ft. Jaeyoon as your ex-boyfriend

Word count: 3660 words

Warnings: smut, swearing, dirty talk, use of the petname ‘baby’, unprotected sex, semi-public make out, slightly chocking, mentions of smoking and cigarettes, slight drunk sex, slight pleading kink, a bit of teasing

Genre: smut, friends to lovers AU

Plot: You have been locked in your apartment for days, binging all kinds of movies and a bucket of ice-cream your best friend got you after the terrible breakup you had to go through in the past few days after finding out your boyfriend was cheating on you with his best friend. But a message from Chani will be the saviour to your sanity, or maybe it would make you lose it. But, will you be loved too fast or does he really has feelings for you?

Taglist -> @staysstrays @offmymindmp3 (let me know if you want me to add you!)

Special thanks -> @offmymindmp3 for revealing the amazing information of Chani having a motorcycle license and giving me the idea of writing this 😈🙏🏻❤

“(Y/N) it has already been a day and the only thing you’ve done is eat ice cream. You should go out and get some fresh air.” You heard your friend’s voice through your phone speaker. You knew she was probably right, but the last thing you wanted was to go outside and find face to face with the reason for your never ending nightmare. “I’m okay here, don’t worry.” You said with a cold tone, trying to hide the tears that were forming in the corner of your eyes once again. All you wanted to do was cuddle into a blanket and a random plushie you could find in your small apartment and eat ice cream until your stomach exploded due to the amount of snacks you ate. You could tell this was the worst feeling you will ever suffer and, now, you could finally understand what people meant by having a broken heart. 

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but what if

you write a scenario where Jay gets his girlfriend all these gifts and his girlfriend is like babe you don’t have to, like just because you’re rich doesn’t mean you have to spoil me. but he doesn’t listen. and so reader gets frustrated a little bit, just because she wants him to know that she’s not using him for her money, like other girls have.

if that makes sense lmaoo

Definitely Not Broke

pairing ; college student!jay x college student!female!reader

genre ; fluff with some angst in it

warnings ; curse words lol

summary ; every person knew two things about park jongseong. he was rich and he had a girlfriend which he loved. but is money the solution to everything?

pls this is literally so late,,, sorry!!

You opened the door to your bedroom, a glittery box sitting on your desk quickly catching your attention.

Not another one.

It was your fourth present from jay this week and let me tell you, none of the other three gifts were cheap.

You took the delicate box in your palms and carefully opened it, revealing a ring, as you got it out of the box you immediately recognized yours and jay's initials, carved on the inside part of the ring.

You let out a sigh after admiring the ring for some time, wondering why on earth he was getting you gifts almost every day. You opened a calendar you had placed in a box under your bed and took notes of today's gift. It wasn't that you were unappreciative of the gift, you were feeling a mix of emotions, slight anger, a bit of sadness and on top of that you felt confused.

After some time of you laying on your bed, watching tv and opening the ring's box to admire it every now and then passed, you heard the door of your appartment open and close silently.

You guessed it was jay, his heavy footsteps could easily be recognized and the footsteps were becoming louder so you guessed that he was coming towards your room.

Now is the time. You thought.

You had thought countless times about telling him to stop buying you expensive gifts and confronting him about it but you never felt enough brave to do it. However now you had finally the courage to tell him and you weren't going to lose your chance.

"how were classes today love?" he asked as he placed his bag on the floor and came towards your bed.

"they were fine, not that tiring, you came later than me though, is everything fine?" you asked, your facing forming into that of a confused face.

"yeah, I was just planning something with hersung and jake" he said and turned to look in your eyes

"listen jay, I want to talk with you about something"

"what is it y/n? did I do anything wrong?" he asked suddenly looking worried

"no it was just, something that bothered me", you paused trying to find some kind of emotion in his eyes, his expression softening after you told him there wasn't anything wrong, "why do you get me these expensive gifts all the time jay?"

He laughed. He deadass laughed.

"I'm being completely serious right now jongseong" you said looking at him straight in the eye, him shifting awkwardly in his position when he heard you calling him by his full name. You never called him by his full name.

"Why, y/n, don't you like them?"

"Jay no one said I didn't like them, I have actually kept all of them but you being rich doesn't mean that you have to spoil me and give me gifts everyday" he looked away after the last part of your sentence. He sat up from your bed and hugged you, then he just picked his bag up from the floor and left your room. That kind of behavior was weird coming from him. He would usually sit with you, cuddle and solve the problem you had but him leaving without saying anything was totally unexpected.

You heard him close your front door with a loud thud and you ran to check out of the window, seeing him enter his expensive car and just staying inside his car.

Honk, it was heard from outside your window and you looked out to see your boyfriend hitting his car's steering wheel with his,,, head.

Two minutes passed and you saw him start his car, leaving your place after taking his anger out. You decided that it was enough for today, you seriously were in no mood to fight jay, you just wanted him to know that you didn't want his money, but him.

You headed towards your bed, when your door bell was heard, you let out a groan, as you didn't really want to see anyone, let alone the guy standing outside of your front door. Of course it would be him, jake shim, jay's best friend and his only friend you were close to. You knew most of his friends hung with him because he had money but surely enough, jake was his only true friend.

"What is it jake?" you inquired, you were sure he wouldn't be here because he suddenly wanted to see you.

"Are you and jay alright? He wouldn't answer any of my calls and he only answered me once, saying that he is a coward who messed up and he wanted me to check on you" he said quickly, you swore that if he spoke more quickly you wouldn't have understood anything, he was in the college's debate team, after all.

"I guess I'm alright now but jay could have been less of an ass actually, I wanted to tell him to stop giving me presents but he thought that I didn't like them and then he got up, hugged me and left" you said, wiping two tears that dared to escape your eyes. It was your first ever fight, you didn't really know how to handle these situations and you seriously didn't want to put the blame on any of you.

"Oh so that's why he sounded stressed. Look, y/n, jay has a huge past with giving gifts to his past girlfriends, all of them knew he was rich so that's why they accepted him being their boyfriend, they would ask for presents all the time and the moment they didn't like a gift, they would break up with him because he couldn't offer them much. But that's all bullshit, it somehow made jay develop attachment issues, so when he started liking you so much, he wanted to do everything to get you to stay with him." he said, letting out a loud sigh and staring at you, " it's not bad that you confronted him about it, but he probably thinks that you don't really want him now." he said and started to leave your appartment, stopping, however, when you yelled his name. "Please tell jay to pass by my house tomorrow, I really want to talk with him." you said and saw him nod his head yes, so you closed your door and headed bad to your room so you could finally get some rest because you were both mentally and physically tired.

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Your close passed by quickly which was surprising. You headed back to your appartment, unlocking your front door and taking your shoes off as soon as you opened and closed your door. You made your way to your kitchen to grad an apple, noticing another box on your kitchen table. Not again. You were actually frustrated. This was his way to fix everything? G I F t S?!?! You opened it and saw a red rose as soon as you took the box's lid off. A necklace with a heart pendant was playing under the rose and a letter which you understood it was jay by the handwriting.

"Sorry, I'm sincerely sorry as I'm writing this letter, my behavior was honestly not the best yesterday but I couldn't really take in what you told me properly, I'm sorry you're also receiving my apology like this, from a letter I mean, and that I'm not standing in front of you apologising, jake told me that you wanted to talk to me so I'll be passing by later so that we can set this matter,

Sincerely your beloved,

Park Jongseong"

The letter read. You teared up but made sure to wipe the tears as the door bell was heard and you were sure it was him. You went to the door after you sniffled a little and opened the door to come face to face with who you called the love of your life.

"Hey"

"Hi jay" you said and made way for him to come inside your apartment.

"Listen, I'm sorry about yesterday, honestly, I didn't really want to talk about the gifts topic as it really is a sensitive topic to me" he admitted, looking at the floor, lifting his eyes only when he finished his sentence.

"Jay, jake told me about your gifts and I want to help you understand that whether you get me gifts or not, I'll be with you" you said, staring right into his eyes, him lifting his arms and coming towards you to hug you, almost squeezing the air out of your lungs. "Does that mean that you'll be with me and I can get you gifts?"

"Jay please don't get me any more gifts, I have nowhere to put them and I cant have fourty necklaces on me everytime I go out" you let out a sigh once you finished and you heard jay chuckle.

"Shall we watch a movie then?" he said enthusiastically and waited for your response.

"Once I put the rose in a cup of water we can do whatever we like" you responded pointing towards the rose, which was left on the kitchen's counter.

You were feeling better, you and your boyfriend were alright again and you hoped that he would never again feel like he should give you anything because he wants to prove that he is worthy of being your boyfriend because sincerely, you loved him.

writing fanfiction is just. i’m being so creative and original. i’m plagiarizing everyone by accident. i’m a genius. i’m cringe. i’m too angsty. i’m too cheesy. this is not in character. it doesn’t matter that it’s not in character because these are my characters now. i love my hobby. this is the worst possible use of my time. i’m seeking validation. i’m projecting my own personal problems onto this story and i’m barely hiding it. i know so many words and i’m using all of them wrong. im on tumblr posting about it instead of writing it.