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being a girl means yearning for different aesthetics at the same time and losing your mind

i’m going FERAL. made this while listening to yayo. i need joel so badly it hurts.

EW I HAVE A CRUSH??? ON A MAN???? ughhhh i hate when that happens. pls send help.

buffalo ‘66

just watched this movie and am OBSESSED. the aesthetic of christina ricci and the cinematography was so beautiful!! was it scary and disturbing, yes. was it also beautiful and life changing? also yes. anyways. loved this movie.

i hate when people get mad over things out of your control. like WHAT DO U WANT FROM ME??? WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO??

after only being in one relationship, i have decided i can’t do that over and over and over again so the next person i date i will be marrying. i’ve made up my mind. how people are constantly in and out of relationships will never make sense to me. like how do you do it??? how are u not traumatized???

is this girlhood? yeah.

people are very fond of giving away what they need most themselves.

-the picture of dorian gray, oscar wilde

i’m so pissed off. anyone else come to realizations over time that in the moment could have changed a lot of things. like GREAT. good thing i realize this a WHOLE YEAR later. smh. 🤦‍♀️

i miss being a kid

saw this picture and simply had to.

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pussy from a girl with a questionable online presence

music recs for whatever core this is ^^^^ currently in this vibe idk why?? help a girl out please ily

if u know who’s hand/ tattoo this is then we can be friends 😁😁

TV//GIRL

currently on a big tv girl kick. so yeah.

No seriously. He is all I've been thinking about.

self respect is in for 2025!!! (i didn’t hu with my ex over break who ruined my life)

i never post here but i still love knowing that i can j dump my sad thoughts whenever i want 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

envying my friends in happy relationships but the thought of falling in love again makes me feel nauseous

headaches are a girl thing. i genuinely don’t think i can recall a time when a man has ever told me he’s had a headache.

GUYS I CANT BELIVE TIKTOK GOT FUCKING BANNED

But what if… things work out, nothing bad happens, your hard work pays off, you get through this and prove yourself

heyyy. if you posted a christmas haul with all the expensive shit your parents got you do me a quick favor and shut the fuck up and then go fuck yourself. no body caressss ☺️ merry christmas!

everyone lied to me. everyone. lied to me.

getting tested for adhd soon but what if they end up telling me the problem is that i’m just constantly living in a dissociative state enduring the recall of all my old memories haunting me.

guys i really can’t

i feel like i’m one second away from losing all the self control i’ve been holding onto for the past two years and im going to finally break

i have to get up early tomorrow but i’m scared to fall asleep because the nightmares are coming back