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Mom & Panties Fetish Begins

This is my story of how I developed my panty and incest fetish. This is my true story as the best as I remember it. I am sure I will change things as memory is subjective, but I will do everything I can to keep it close to the real story.

It all began the summer that I was moving from elementary school to go to middle school. It was also the summer that puberty hit like a freight train. My older brother and younger sister were spending the summer at our grandparents house. Dad was on the road constantly. I was staying home with mom because I was having to do tutoring a couple times a week because of my dyslexia. Also dad wanted to be staying home with mom because she had a rough couple of months. With my tutoring and being the middle child I lost out. I wasn’t to upset about because I knew I would have plenty of private time do my new favorite hobby. I had discovered jacking off but I had also learned another trick. I had seen a girl sucking a dick in a porn mag and discovered that I was flexable and my dick was long enough I could suck it myself.

The second week of summer as mom was dropping me off at tutoring she told me she might be late picking me up because she a doctors appointment. When mom picked me up she dropped me off saying she had chores she had to go do. I bolted up the stairs and when I looked out my window to confirm mom was gone. I stripped and got in position and started sucking my dick. I was sucking away for my third cum. I always pulled out and finished off my cum. I was well on my way just about to cum when I heard mom call out to me. The surprise caused my to loose control and I cummed into my own mouth and was in an unknow pleasure zone. Mom again called out to me so I swallowed and said sorry mom. She told me to come help to unload the groceries. Wiping my face off making sure I had no cum on me. I went to help mom. Mom was at the sink taking medicine. I did what I was told and spent the rest of the day doing homework and watching TV.

Having discovered that it felt so much better to finish in my own mouth. I very rarely jacked off for the next week. I sucked myself off 4 to 5 times a day. When I had just finished my morning sucking session and heading downstairs to get breakfast. I heard my not scream but loud enough for me to understand she was in pain. I ran to her door and knocked calling out if she was okay and asked if I could help. Mom said she was okay and told me to just get breakfast. I could hear in her voice that something wasn’t right. I did as I was told and while I was washing my dishes about to head back up to my room to have another sick session. Mom came into the kitchen in her satin robe. Her boobs look giant and this caused me to get even harder than I was. The swayed as she walked. I could see in her face she was in pain. I asked what was wrong. She looked at me and after a heavy exhale. Mom said the medicine the doctor put me own is causing me some pain. I said anything I can help with. Mom thanked me for beginning kind but she would handle it.

I was in the bathroom having just finished cleaning up because I cummed more than I could swallow because of mom’s swaying boobs. I heard mom yell for me. I ran down the stairs and the thought of mom’s boobs cause me to get hard again. I found mom’s bedroom door closed. I knocked and mom yelled for me to come in. Panicked form mom’s voice opened the door and went in. Sitting on her bed mom had her robe open and her huge boobs with milk leaking out of her nipples. Mom said please son come help me get the milk out. Frozen solid gaze locked on her dripping nipples. Mom called until I snapped out of the trance. She please it hurts way to much. I walked over and she pulled my head down toward her nipple. I latched on and suck hard mom told me to be gentle as the milk filled my mouth. When her first boob went dry I got up was going to leave to relieve the pressure that had built in my balls. Mom grabbed me the other side please. She gently lifted her over filled boob toward me. I leaned down and sucked her nipple in my mouth and drained her completely.

Now the mom was empty she explain to me that the new medication was causing her to produce milk again. Mom then realized I wasn’t really listening because I was stareing at her body. She was in just her open robe and forest green satin panties. Mom casually pulled her robe closed and said thank you for helping me really loud. It startled me and mom said you can go and wash your face and clean up and I will do the same. Image of mom burned into my head and the taste of her milk in my mouth. I bolted up to my room and had my dick in my mouth and cumming the largest load I had ever had. I continued sucking and drained my 10 year old dick and balls of 4 more loads. I was now in the bathroom cleaning the drying cum and milk off my face. When I was done I went and started to get ready for tutoring session. Mom called up saying we are leaving shortly. Once dressed I headed down the stairs mom was in the kitchen wearing a sundress. Not sure why I said it but I said mom you look amazing in that dress with the sun behind you.

Mom giggled and said thank you we are running late let’s get going. Mom dropped me off and said she was going back to the doctor about medication. I was pouting as I walked into tutoring. Because I realized that if mom got off the meds she wouldn’t need my help anymore. Mom was waiting for me in the lobby when I finished. I could tell because of the sundress that mom breast were bigger not as big as earlier but defiantly bigger. We got in the car and were about half way home when I asked what did doctor say. Mom glanced at me then said they couldn’t get me in today. So I go in tomorrow while your a tutoring. Happy but still sad I said mom I am sorry I hate you being in pain. Mom patted my leg and said thank you.

When we got home got into the house. Mom told me to sit at the table we have to talk. I sat down and mom paces back and forth thinking. Finally she sat across from me and after a heavy inhale then exhale. Mom looked me in the eyes and said what happened this morning can never be discussed with anyone and I mean it. I nodded my agreement and she continued we are going to have to do it again at least once more time before tomorrow. My dick sprang to a full throbbing hardon. Mom said you must keep this secret. I promised I would. Mom seemed to accept my word and until this day and writing this I have kept this secret. Mom the asked a question I wasn’t expecting. She asked how does my body compare to the ones in those magazines you have hidden in your room.

Looking me straight in the eyes demanding answer from me without saying a word. I was unsure what to say open my mouth and like earlier something just popped out. I said mom you looked so much sexier then all the girls in the magazines except.Mom looked shocked and surprised. Then said there is one magazine or one girl that is sexier than me. Now talking about it I could control myself. I said no there is one lady that is as sexy as you are. Mom thought a second and said explain yourself. I said I don’t know how. Mom said go get the magazine and show me. I started to hesitate and mom said you have no choice go. I bolted up grabbed the specific magazine. The whole while my throbbing dick was getting more and more painful. I got back downstairs and sat down. Mom told me to show her who I was talking about.

I opened the magazine straight to the pages of the photo shoot that I had used so many times. I set it on the table and pointed to her. Mom picked up the magazine and studied each photo of the woman I pointed out and the breezes through the rest of the magazine. Mom looked at me and said by the looks of the magazine you spend a lot of time on these pages. I nodded and mom said so why this woman and not the others. I am sure your friends prefer the others. A deep breath and again the honest truth came out. I said I love her big boobs and butt. I like the way she wears all the lingerie. Mom studied the photos for a little while longer. Then asked so are her boobs better than mine. I said no way yours a bigger and look firmer than hers. Mom said what about my big butt. Again unable to control myself said I haven’t seen yours like hers. Mom thought for a minutes flipped between the photos. She looked me in the eyes and said I really appreciate your honesty and openness. If this the magazine you prefer to the other why not throw the others away. I nodded senseing this wasn’t a choice either. She smiled and said are you hungry and strangely i wasn’t even though I skipped lunch. I told mom no I wasn’t hungry and she told me to go relax and do my homework. I got up and in that my throbbing dick and balls told me I had to cum and cum quick. I walked as normal and careful as I could.

Mom apparently noticed because as I turned to go the stairs I saw a smile on her face. Once in my room door closed. I dropped my shorts and had my dickhead in my mouth. The first swirl of my tongue caused the eruption of cum. But not as much as earlier. This time only took three times cumming for me to be relieved. I cleaned up and went about my homework. When I was all done and watching Tv. Mom yelled up asking if I was hungry yet. I went from being not hungry to starving at mom’s words. As I opened my door and responded yes and started to head down mom told me to make sure I washed my hands before I came down. I did as I was told hoping that as long as I was good mom would let me drink from her boobs again. I was bouncing down the stairs when I noticed that I couldn’t smell anything so I wondered if we were going out. When I got to the bottom of the stairs I stop and remember what mom said about getting rid of the other magazines. I ran back up the stairs grabbed all but the one and put them in the trash when mom came out. What was that all about. I said just throwing the other magazines away. Mom smiles and said sorry I truely wasn’t ready for you to say you were hungry yet.

She said how about give me a couple minutes to throw some sandwiches together. While I am doing that why don’t you go shower. I nodded and went upstairs showered. When I got back downstairs I saw a sandwiches on the counter. But mom was nowhere to be seen but her door was closed. I went and put my dirty clothes in the laundry room. I called out for mom. She said I am coming just a second. I got cup out asked if she wanted a drink. From right behind me mom said no I am okay for know. I turned around and there was my mother decked out in very similar lingerie to the model from the magazine. I froze looking at her up and down and shuttered a little as I cummed from how sexy she looked. When I made it up to look at her face she had a wicked little smile. She said do I wear it as good as the women in the magazine. I nodded as mom turned around leaned over the chairs as the model had done. Mom pushed her big butt in the air and said who has the better butt. I gulped and said your butt is the most amazing thing ever. She said thank you my son. She said now I need to feed my boy.

She walked over to me and took me by the hand lead me to the couch. She sat down had me lay down across her lap and feed me both her big milk bloated boobs. When I had drained both mom let out a relieved sign. When we were done she said will you do me a favor and bring me the sandwich I am starving. Me full of milk from mom hungry gone did as she asked. I waited on her hand and foot until she said i know you love looking at me but I am getting uncomfortable and hot wearing all this. I nodded as she got up to go change. She stuck her hand out to me. I was in so much pain from my hardon and full balls but didn’t want to miss a second of seeing her dressed like this. I took her hand and she led me into her room. She instructed me how to undo the garters, roll down the stockings as to not tear the. She then told me how to remove the corset. Once it was all removed and nicely put on her nicely place on her dresser. Mom handed me a bottle of lotion.

Looking a little confused at her. Mom said put a little on your hand and slowly, gently, but firmly rub it into my breasts. This helps them stay firm. As I did as I was told with some guidance on firmness. Mom said as I lifted one breast to get the underside of it I think I have gone up at least 2 cup sizes. I blurted out they look amazing and feel amazing. Mom chuckled and said you aren’t the one who as to carry them around all the time. This caused me to lift it again and feel the weight and consider that. Again mom chuckled and said that is why you very rarely see women like me go with out a bra. Not wanting to push my luck asked mom if I did a good job. She looked at me and said yes thank you. Now I think you need to go take carr or something yourself don’t you as she nodded towards my bulging shorts withextremely big wet spot on them. She kissed me lightly on the cheek.

I waddled up to my room unable to run. The second my hand touched my dick I was cumming and this was now the biggest load I had ever had. The difference I one time handled me because I was under so much pressure I completely emptied myself on the first cum. I did see if I could suck it back to life but nothing. I cleaned up the massive cum and crawled into bed to watch TV but feel asleep. I was woken up by mom shoving her nipple in my mouth. I instively latched on and drained one then the other. Mom kissed me on the lips and said thank you my son go back to sleep. I never woke all the way up so it was easy for me to go to sleep. When I got up the next morning I had a raging hardon more than normal morning wood. I bent down and drained my balls of 2 massive loads back to back. Thinking it must have been from my dreams. I got up cleaned up and went down for breakfast. I found a note on the counter saying my tutor had a family emergency so I had the rest of the week off. That mom went to do choirs then go to her doctors appointment. The ps as love mom said thank you for helping me last night I couldn’t sleep because my breast were filling up again. I ate very little for breakfast because I wasn’t that hungry.

Wanting to stay on mom’s good side I went to the laundry room to get any of my clean clothes she had folded. When I got in there right on the floor in front of the washing machine was the panties mom wore yesterday. I picked them up and was holding them out remember how amazing they looked on her. I felt how soft they were and my dick sprung to life. I noticed the crotch felt different. I looked at it and don’t know why but lifted to my noise and the aroma caused me to throb and cum a little. Forgetting everything I bolted up to my room and dropped my short got into position but was having a hard time keeping the panties close to my noise while I suck my dick. I tried putting over my head but couldn’t. Then I decided to actually put them on. I did this by rolling on my back and pulling them on.

I realized then that with my leggings over my head the I could suck even more of my dick. Also it put the crotch of mom’s panties close enough for me to smell it. I went back to work on my dick loving how I could get a lot more of my dick in my mouth. I grabbed the back of my legs lifted my head tryin to smell the panties as I enjoy the new sensation on my dick. In all my maneuvering had me ready to blow. I felt my dick swell and erupt into my throat causing me to gag. I quickly unfolded cumming all over everything. When I looked up cum dripping off my face I saw mom standing there frozen shirt open. I of course froze and watched her eyes to shift and see I was wearing her panties. She went from shocked to mad then wicked in a matter of moments. She walked into my room picked up my shorts I had dropped and said clean your face young man. I need you to drain the lifting her breasts and then we will have to talk.

Mom finished removing her shirt and bra walked and sat on the bed. Waved me over positioning me and feed me her first boob. I drained it and when I went to switch over mom reached down pulled the panties up and over my now throbbing dick. She said I don’t what that erupting on me like it did on you. When I finished draining her other boob. Mom repositioned me so she could look at me. She said do you like to wear panties and suck cock. Surprised by her language I shock my head and looked down. She reached over lifted my head and said then explain. I explained how in discovered on accident that I was flexable enough to do it and it felt so much better than my hand. So I figured that as long as no one knows what does it matter. Mom thought about that kind of nodded like okay. She said the panties. I told her how I found them how I loved the smell and then how I discovered the position where I could do both. Again mom nodded and leaned over kissed me on the cheek and told me to clean up and come down stairs we need to have serious talk about our situation.

I did as I was told took a quick shower grabbed all the dirties including the panties. I also grabbed the other magazine and took it all down stairs. I put all the dirty clothes in the laundry room and threw away the last of my porn magazines. Mom came into the kitchen as I did that. She smiled and said let’s go sit in the living room and talk. First thing mom did was tell me that the doctor wants her to continue on the medication until it runs out. Then they can look at something different hoping it is just an enbalance that will correct it self. Mom said she agreed and the doctor told her to drain them at the first sign of pressure and to continue to lotion them after every time draining them. So she said this is where we need to have a discussion of how we handle this. Mainly because it is becoming very sexual. She said we have to consider the main issue is if anyone ever found out it would destroy our family possibly put me in jail. What is happening might not be exactly incest but it is dam close. Mom sat there thinking for a while.

Then after a very deep breath mom said the big thing is I love the attention and being sexually attractive to my son. Another deep breath she then continued saying that is why it is so hot to me. Seeing you get so hot that that you srmtart dripping. Then when I come home see my son wearing my panties sucking his own cock and cumming in his throat. He then tells me that it was my musty scent that was driving him. I have to say openly I have had to masterbiat to orgasm after each of our little sessions. This point my dick jumped at the thought of mom bring herself to orgasm thinking of me. Mom said I am twitching right now to run into my room shove my hands in my panties. I grunted and cummed a little as I head mom say that. Mom smiled and said that is what I am talking about you just cummed didn’t you. I nodded my head. So as I am talking I think I have a solution we can try. Are you willing to try let’s call it a dry run since you already drained me. I damn near jumped up and down but was greatful I somewhat controlled my voice thought it was to loud and said yes.

Mom nodded stood up and said come with me then. We went into her room as she stripped down and went to her dresser. She pulled out two satin pairs of panties. She tossed one at me and said put these on. I stripped and did she went into her bathroom and when she came right back out she was wearing a pair of satin panties as well. She had me lay on the bed my leaking dick causing a wet spot on the front of the panties. Mom crawled up straddled me. She moved her hips sliding her crotch all over my dick until she found the right spot. As she started to grind against me I started thrusting quickly matching pace and getting into sync. She then lifted her nipple to my lips and I latched on. She ground hard and hard and soon I couldn’t keep either nipple in my mouth because mom was moving so much. She tensed up and moaned and shook. Clasped on me still on me mom said okay that probably won’t work. Might have to feed you first then play. When mom rolled off of me there was so much of our cum that I was soaked. I am not sure how many times I had cummed but it was a ton. Mom looking at our mess said wow guess we both need to cum. She leaned over and gently held a kiss to my lips.

Well this is how I remember my panty and incest fetish starting. I will continue on writing how my dive into these fetishes developed. My next story I will be working on is how mom and I learned to hide our secret and how that lead to crossing the final barrier into a full on incestious relationship the continued until I was 15.

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